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Thursday, February 12, 2009

Just Thursday

Good Morning. I wonder how to steer people to this site here. I seem to be much more coherent within this sites confines. Is it strange, I'm not entirely sure. It must be the fact that no one knows I'm here. Let me not digress to this diatribe.
I never made it to the Super Bowl function. As I spent the door charge money the week before, needed the tire the Friday before, and knew I couldn't afford it. In fact I haven't even been to the lounge since the weekend before. Long time for me. Purely financial reasons. Although, I'm thinking I may have a way.
In this wreck of a living situation, I've probably got over $30 in beer bottles and cans in the out door room. Is it any wonder we attract rodents? Now generally I try to share. But I seriously have zero dollars to play with. I despise this.
Work is still going. We've had some layoffs and such. Who hasn't? Damn I'm losing coherence and am struggling for control. There is a lot of pressure at work.
Pressure to keep one's head down and not attract to much notice. Dangerously, I feel we are somewhat safe. Time will tell.
I'm extremely disappointed in summer plans. There is a wedding I wanted to attend in Chicago. Long story short, I waited to this late date to request the time off. My manager has it off. Not a bad thing, in fact we could probably work out an arrangement, except I won't.
Reason 1: I am known to make vacation plans, and have them ruined at the last minute. So I won't ask for it off.
Reason 2: My friend/manager deserves time, has a family, and is just a nice guy in general.
Reason 3: I have been saving up for this trip and probably didn't have enough anyway. But it is a nice start on a vacation fund for ME!
Okay that is enough with that. Let's see anything else? Yes, I have done no reading and nothing on coin collecting as of yet. I'm actually okay with it too. And I was shocked to learn that my local library is no longer open on weekends.
I wonder if that is a reaction to the economics of the situation. Or is it because libraries have become outdated with the Internet? Good question I think. I must admit it is sad to think it is the latter. There was always something neat about researching, and studying in the library with friends. Now we just press buttons alone in our room. What is this society becoming?
There is something else I'd like to say, it keeps on slipping in and out of my consciousness. Like something out the corner of your eye. You know it's there but just can't grasp it. I wouldn't mind putting it down here, but wouldn't put it elsewhere. Oh well I'll live.
I think that's about it for right now.