Stay calm or try to.

     The title refers to todays start rather than anything to do with yesterday.  I really wanted to go on the other blog but I try to be a bit more at peace there. 
     Sunday.  Opened well, coffee, shopping list, broke.  Bought groceries using my credit card of course.  Went to cigar lounge had good time and then 3:30 kicked in.  I dread that time, because it means I have to come home and cook.  Scene is usually brother in law drunk, sometimes passed out, sister generally sleeping or at computer, sink full of weeks dishes.  Oh and let me state, except for the pots I cook with, not a thing in the sink is mine.
     Drunky drunk was waking up, sister was waking up.  There had been a blow up about dinner on Saturday night.  There was one tonight as well.  Didn't buy the Turkey roast, sister was going to do something with 3 chicken breasts.
     I'm not rehashing, let's just say it was a lot of yelling and crying of the children, d d not knowing what he wanted, all s wanted was corn.  Took 2 hours to settle shit down.  In the end I bought them burgers from a local joint.  Whoop-dee-doo.
     For the majority of the summer I'd been heading to a place by the water.  Little beach, some people. As the summer wore on more and more people.  Then there was music on the lawn across from one parking lot.  Well I can usually find a rock to sit on waterside and listen.
     Everywhere was not only packed and it was high tide.  I'm not one of those people that just light up without consideration so I moved on.  Lot's of kiddies fishing in the other lot.  Got in my car and left.  Was home by 9.  Got an apology from my sister.
     Woke up at 6 this morning.  Could just feel the air.  Sister didn't sleep well, corn gave her diarrehha, not going to work. So far I've been asked to make sure wheel chair is down in the kitchen; make her rice before I go out; and the thing that set me off, call her job for her.  Oh yes she asked sober drunky drunk boy, but he'll be busy.  See I'm getting pissed again.  Well that's Sunday and part of Monday of my vacation.  Thanks for listening.