The truth is simply this.

     I've stayed away from blogging for a little time now.  I think that the purpose of this blog was getting lost.  I felt that the hospital admissions were necessary to admit to.  The details are my issue.

     Generally I write for sanity, pleasure, clearing of the mind and such.  I found this latest batch of entries annoying. I think what also bothered me about the entries was the time line.  For some reason it is important to me when I write.  And that time line was fugged up.

     I'd like to get back to some semblance of me.  Some semblance of who I am, what I do, and what I enjoy.  Yes there is a lot of sad drama about my sister right now.  Maybe that too is why I come here.  Here I am able to escape and focus on me, like I cannot do away from here.

     So then is the blog a selfish thing?  Of that I'm not sure, but mostly I say no.  That is why I leave it open to the public.  Perhaps too I noticed the drop in readers about the hospital stuff.  I must say it reads...well no I won't re-read it.

     When I return tomorrow, I'll put a bit more into this.  I did a few things this weekend.  Some of it will be interspersed with what occurred.  It is however 5 in the morning on a Sunday.

     I'd like to shower, then walk up to the bakery about 7.  I'm going to get a morning glory muffin today.


-Later.