I'm sitting here sort of numb. Sister is still in the hospital. Job still in jeopardy. And yet here I sit. In a pile of shit that I cannot foresee a quick escape from.
I may be going dark on this blog. I must turn in the cable modem I use. It costs near $90 per month. Which is okay. Afterall this computer is old. Windows XP will no longer be supported next week. And crap like that.
So if I disappear you now know why. I'm leaning towards a laptop anyway. But we'll see.
No money for house bills. I owe $1,000 to a credit card. No money for my bills. Yup in deep.
And somehow I'm rather calm. Not fearful like the brother in law. Not scared. Not depressed. I guess it's that inner strength. I've never been so glad to have it.
I've a lot of cleaning to do around here. Especially if I'm to loose the house. And yet by magic I may be able to pull it together in 3 months. A plan you say?
Nope. Just faith. Odd I know. I just wanted to keep you abreast.
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