Anger and Sadness

     There is a last actual post from her on her facebook page in August.  After that it was only silly stuff that people put up.  You know repostings, pictures of animals and crap like that.

"It's 10 P.M. and I'm crying myself to sleep.  I hate being away from home."

     Heart tugging and laughable at the same time.  I don't need to explain the heart tugging.  The laughable part is how true it was that she hated to be away from home.  I honestly think she wanted to die at home.  But enough of that.

     Money of course was tight.  B.I.L and I had a go around about getting money from his trust fund.  My explaining that it wasn't coming from him or his dearly hallowed F-ING WHORES OF HIS TRUSTEES BRUDDA AND SISTA POO.  

     To make it worse I couldn't go full out on the arguement because he was a child.  And it was close to when my sister would be calling to say good night.  She'd hear the tension in his voice and then she would get upset.  I tried my best.

     But the fact of the matter was that I'd shot my load.  I was in August bankrupt.  

-sorry it's late.