Blog 2

Well that one went well. Except for the fact that the time is all wrong. But I can live with that. Always wrong on the other sight as well.

I'm desperatley trying to tune in the Joey Reynolds show as I'm typing. Hell if I've a 5 days off I should get to hear it once or twice. Damned Bose radio, at that price it should work. I got that for myself as a treat after my first year of sobriety and first full year of employment. I've had some damned interesting jobs.

First job ever was delivering store flyers to businesses. After that I'm not totally sure. Oh yes, telemarketing for a charity. Then I believe a supermarket back when scanners where knew and people were suspicious of them. Failed at that and they demoted me to cart boy. Didn't last long. After that it gets sketchy.

Can't say I ever found my calling. I was a video game junkie in my youth. Loved them. This was back in the day of the Commodore and the Atari 2600. Sorry but Intellivision was for rich kiddies. I am fond of saying that at my age I haven't lost my lust for games. But either my tastes have become refined or I'm just plain getting old.

I like what used to be called the role playing games. Ultima 3 Exodus will always be the pinnacle to me. Today's games are just so annoying and violent I think. But I am not a purest by any means. I have been known to play GTA.

I just want a good game. Not to much sappy graphics and drama. Forget the cutscenes. Mini games, bah. But enough about that. Now-a-days I play a game on the computer, or used to. It happens to be Ultima online.

I started when mom got sick and I needed to be home more. It was a great distraction for me. And I always had the option to walk away, which I frequently had to do. Now mind you, you get all types in these games. I saw a lot of really stupid shit.

Scammers, cyber crap, drama, Hell I saw at least 1 marriage break up because of it. Maybe that too is why I kept it so distant. I met a woman myself. Uh oh, see now here is a revalation I wouldn't make elsewhere.

I met a woman. A player, cyber slut if you would. Sure I say it now, we are techincally friends. But for whatever reason she was really into me. Yeah I know what you're thinking, whatever. I had to keep distant but did feel a mutual attraction. Now when I call her a slut you must understand, she cyber cheated on me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I actually did develop a real affection for her. I felt I was helping her. She lost sleep over the game, and for the men in her life. She even lost her job over it. Relax she's doing much better now and has even relocated. But after the 5th time of being cheated on, I left her. It actually hurt as if it had been real. Assinine.

And did I mention this is a game where you pay a fee per month to play. Heheh. Strange how reality can bend. In a way I do owe her a debt, for some of the good she brought me.

Okay I'm not sure what the rambling point of this was. Maybe I'm just keyed up about the new blog. I sure as Hell don't know. But if you read leave a comment.