More unorganized thoughts....

I've come to another road block of sorts. You see I'd invite 2 people here from another site. One I have known for 8 years, the other for 2. The Second is a reader of my blogs and a fan. Also seems to be a very nice person. And in essence is a stranger. Somehow I don't mind that.
The first is a friend of mine you see. 1 of 2 people I would like to meet that I've met over the Internet. Met both of them in the humor chat room. The second of the 2 now reads my blog on the other site. One of the other reasons I don't just close it down.
Lost? Okay. Let's talk about the woman from the Humor chat room. A good friend. That is all I wanted. And we are great friends to this day. Her health has declined badly and such. That happens gang. So what is the problem?
In an earlier post I reference a "relationship" I had with someone from a video game. This would be new news to this woman. It would really be difficult to explain. A lot was going on then too.
I loved the game, as I'd mentioned. The chat room....well it had become in my opinion, elitist. I don't do well in those circumstances. We had to bow and scrape, damned hard over the Internet, to a person. So I spent less and less time there. Thankfully the friendship endured.
You know in writing this. I think I'll expose it. I'll forewarn her there are things she may not know about me. Because here I'm a tad more honest.
Oh, well I never told her about the woman for a few reasons. One, you know how women are, jealous. I also didn't want to be thought less of. And trust me, there was plenty to think less of me about.
I'm not talking about cyber sex for those who grinned there. I mean moreover, a woman that, good grief can I admit this? I fell for, and she cheated? on me several times. Oh that would be a grand explanation eh? It would make an interesting post, Hell just the one where I ended it. Oh well.