In restless dreams...

     Morning.  It's 4 A.M. Sunday already.  For once I shall say it.  The weekend was to short.  I'll actually be glad of the break Christmas day.  Figured it's early enough.  One of those times when I feel rested.  If I go back I risk losing it all.

     That has always been the maddening part of my sleep cycle.  Not being able to just enjoy extra hours.  It's so debilitating to wake with a massive headache.  Plus I want to shower and hit mass today.  It's 4:15 and I'm actually contemplating it.  Just leave in the middle of this and come back........ 

     Okay wound up sleeping in until 6:45.  And I actually woke up pretty well too.  Showered.  I am not attending mass.  Just really don't want to go and possibly drag home a bug.  I did it when my mom got cancer and had chemo too.  Compromised immune systems and such.  Anyway to the dream.

     I had this one the day after the 'what dreams may come' one.  Not as detailed or even interesting.  I can't even say that is stuck with me as long, but I've mentioned it a few times.  So here it is.

     Starts in a hospital room.  It is at the far end of a dead end hallway.  Not in a square form like a hospital.  More like an apartment building.  I was there and there was a roomate.  I was in pretty good spirits.  Nurses were very good.  That is......until the weekend.

     Not sure why but the weekends always bother me in a hospital.  Well this wasn't to different.  At some point 1 nurse came in.  Not sure if I was being discharged or diagnosed.  She lay down on her right side facing away from me.  Looking out the windows.  I'm unsure of the view or if there was anyone else there.  She gave me a 2 word sentence.  I was gone.

     Next scene, this is a typical scattered dream.  I was in a crowded lobby.  Unsure if it was the hospital or somewhere else.  Someone, a guy mentioned the same diagnosis.  The words were english, they made no sense.  I did not retain them upon waking up,  The dream dissapated like most.  It was then that I decided to go back and confront the nurse and tell her off.  She was still in the same position.  And that was that.

Hope it was worth it.  Have a Sunday.  Really could have chucked Friday night in this entry.  But shopping list must be put together.

-later