Yup there's not much in the way of cohesion

     Sorry it's been rough lately this week.  Nothing from last week that I never disclosed.  It's actually been okay at  points, I'm being my father again.  He never let himself enjoy anything.  Well I do still enjoy my cigar on the ride home.  That ought to count.
     Didn't read the last entry.  Weekend was okay.  Basically my sister is not doing great.  Oh noting dreadful, it's kind of stupid actually.  Ignored this thing on her leg for 2 weeks thinking it would pop, she's been in lots of pain.  Eventually on Monday went to G.P. who sent her to another kind of Dr.  who sent her to some shitty hospital.  Was flurrying on Monday.   Hospital was awful, from being told she could do this as an outpatient.  When they did get her a room it was with a tied down heroin addict who was going through withdrawal.  Long story short my sister checked herself out.  More drama, another Dr., could be a blood hematobin, not infected.  She also has not gone to work this week.  That is bad.
     And that is not what has me so damnably down.  Just had a thought, I received an email from a cousin who is having a major health crisis.  Must email her this morning.  I have to shower at work.  No nothing wrong with the plumbing here.
      Need to get a new cell phone this weekend, part of the dilemma chasing me.  Is it time for a cigar in my car yet?  Please?  Wait it's only 4:52 in the morning.  I can hear the furnace trying it's best downstairs. 
     The karma thing?  My life is a mixed assortment of stuff.  I tend to get my things myself.  Life never just appears to had me something and say "here have this free and clear...."  I'm waiting for the shoes to fall.  That's all I have to say on that. 
     Okay this was a wonderfully rambling kind of a post.  I kind of like it, very off the top of my head.  There's a word for it, course it's avoiding me.  Well enjoy and I'll see if I somehow can't make sense of this in the future.  Or just ignore it totally.  Later.